What the fox say?

Our generation contains a lot of meaningless and shitty music just like what I saw in our local music channel which is entitled Fox. I didn't catch the artist and I'm fine as hell with that. In the chorus, I was actually pissed off because he's singing incoherent lyrics that will make you squirt a hot sauce from hell in his mouth. And the music is honestly a piece of trash. I mean, who the hell wants to sing a song about the what fox just said? Although I know it has a double meaning, I'm not stupid.

The damn song made me realize that it's better to listen to Kpop songs that even though we won't understand it, it's actually cool to listen with and if you're interested to find the english translation, it was honestly more meaningful than some english songs. Think about it, would you rather like to listen to music such as that than musics that are upbeat, meaningful and inspirational? C'mon, you can find millions of them. Try listening to All Time Low, Plain White T's, Secondhand Serenade, He Is We, A Rocket To The Moon, NeverShoutNever, Yellowcard and the list will take me forever.

I'm not sticking up my nose in your music tastes, but I'm just saying that, hey, you can do better than that.



(See how pissed off I was to that song? I actually made a blog entry about it xD)

The Irony

I found irony of having the feeling of being out of placed in my group of friends. I'm not actually a reject, but I somehow feel that I don't belong in the group. They are all talk here and talk there, while me on the other hand, have my mouth shut because I can't relate to the topic. I admit that I'd rather be alone with my music on than listening to their conversation that I don't know what the hell is it about. It's like I'm a wallflower that is sulking in my seat without no one to talk to. It honestly feels like shit.

I belong in a group of five or six and when we are all together, that's the beginning of my silent mode and let them all do the talking. Unless we are only three or four, I could definitely join the conversation. It may be selfish of me, but I wish that I only belong to a group of four, although being in a large group is fun. I just hate the feeling of being neglected.

Yeah, they're my friends, alright. But trust me, I can't find the fun that I'm looking for when I'm with them. Talking about Korean stuffs, for example. I can't talk to someone about that in my group because they found it quite cheap or overrated. And I was like, "No, they're not, so shut up." So I just jump in the other group from time to time to engage some conversations about it. It's pretty sad that no one in my group understands the things I'm interested to.

Bottom line is; I'm not happy with my group anymore. And I don't put all the blame in them just because I can't find happiness in them. Like, the hell they care if I don't hang out with them anymore. I'm just saying that-- What the hell, I think I should live with this and let God steer my life's wheel.

BaekHun Shipper!

Yeah, I like BaekHun even though they're not official unlike HunHan, KaiSoo, Baekyeol, etc. But I actually find it cute when a boy with a smug/snobbish looks or has a "I'd rather be somewhere else" statement plastered on his forehead--

--and a boy who's hyper, smiling and lively--

--will stick together like Spongebob and Patrick.

You know, like the snob one kept on having his own world and the hyper one will bother him. And the next thing you know, the snob guy's already playing along. I know that Chanyeol is the Happy Virus but I found Baekhyun more immature and always kids around with the members that sometimes he's receiving a handful of smacks on the head because of it.

I don't know if Sehun doesn't like Baekhyun's way of kidding around because he's maybe getting too far. I never actually seen them having a moment like HunHan and it's going to be cool if they'll have one. Or maybe I haven't seen every videos in the youtube yet, I don't know.

I want to see Sehun and Baekhyun hanging around some more. But hey, don't say that I hate HunHan and Baekyeol. I support every members of EXO and the "loveteams" ;)

Baekhyun, you pervert. xD

(credits to the owner of the images)

One of the reasons why I love my mom

I was watching a local music channel when EXO's Growl showed up. I stood up and tried to squeal discreetly because-- let's just say that my dad isn't the biggest fan of seeing the sight of me fangirling. But I failed about being discreet and saw me grinning like an idiot over the group of Korean boys. On the other hand, my mom, who's washing the dishes, heard the familiar music and came closer to the television and watched the video as well, since she knew that I am a fan of the band and I've been telling her everything about the group.

Dad showed up again and snorted, "Hindi ba masyado ka nang matanda para manood ng pang-edad niyang anak mo? (Aren't you little old enough to watch a teenagers' videos?)" and my mom coolly replied, "Bakit? Sinusuportahan ko lang ang anak mo. (Why? I'm just supporting your daughter.)"

I honestly fought back my smile as I watch the video. Mom has always been supporting me from my current likes and interests for as long as I can remember. And I'm truly thankful because there's someone I could talk to. I feel so blessed.

LOVE YOU, MOM! ^u^

P.S. She says she likes Suho. xD

P.P.S. I just feel like sharing this family portrait. ;)